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Feb. 28th, 2009

virus AGAIN!!!! kill me...

My laptop caught a virus AGAIN!!! It's been less than a month since that laptop got fixed and now...T___T I'm so sad.

I drag that thing to school hoping those computer people can help but they are NOT opened. When it says on the school website that they are open EVERYDAY. Now I'm sitting in school waiting for two hours until I have to go to work.

I'm so sad. I'm really really SAD. I'm panicking. Worried. *sigh*

Any of you guys have any tips for me when I get that thing fixed again? I'm computer ILLERATE so if you have any patience at all leave me any tips that even a kid/baby will understand. YES I'm that bad with computer as you can tell already. WAHHH!!!!! And to top it off I have to worry about midterms.

My life suck. I'm cursed with anything computer related.

Jan. 16th, 2009

Hello~~~~

Hi guys!!!!
Remember me? ^__^ I'm back and I'm so glad to be back. Hope all you guys had a wonderful New Year. I was climbing the Great Wall on New Years day. :) Another thing I'm glad about is INTERNET!!!! OMG I only had internet for about 20 minutes for the whole three weeks I was away. Now I have loads to catch up on. You guys wanna inform me on any new DBSK news I have missed out? Any new pics? fics? rumors?

Dec. 28th, 2008

To My Friends <3

To all my wonderful friends at LJ,

Just wanna wish you all 'Happy Holidays' before I leave tomorrow. I won't forget about you guys. Best wishes in the New Year for you and your loved ones.

Hope you guys will still remember me when I come back. ^____^

Have a great holiday. See you guys in 2009!!!!!

Nov. 30th, 2008

My computer T___T

My computer caught a virus!!!!!!! While I was watching DBSK's "Wrong Number" T___T I don't know how it happened. I'm on my laptop now. I'm so sad/scared/upset. Mostly scared. I need it to get better, I have a paper due Thursday. My first ramble post in my journal and it's about a virus. Do I have bad luck or what T____T

Wish me luck. *sigh*

Oct. 4th, 2008

Nobody but you

 

Jae’s POV

Briiiing!!!!!

“Yunho, want to come to my house and do our homework? I’ll make something for us to eat first.”

“Sure Jae.”

“Hyungs!!!! You have to let us come too. Please. We’ll do our homework together afterwards. Plus I’m hungry too.” Changmin says pleadingly.

“Yea yea, come on Yunho.” I grabbed Yunho’s wrist and led him out. As the five of us were chatting along the way, I see Choi Shiwon, the son of my father’s friend and business associate, coming towards our way. Yunho pulls his wrist away from my hand. 

“Hey Jae-babe. My father is letting me throw a party this Saturday and I want you to be my special guest.” Ugh…I hate these stupid parties. I don’t want to go. Shiwon turn to Yoochun. “Yoochun, you are welcomed to come too. My father has been asking about your family’s business.” Yoochun looks annoyed. Shiwon looks to Yunho, Junsu and Changmin, “Sorry guys, close friends only, hope you understand. You guys are probably working and studying so you might even be able to make it.” Yunho, Junsu and Changmin look away. I want to slap him. How dare he?!! 

“Thanks but I don’t think I’ll go. I’m not the party type.” I said hoping he goes away. 

“Me too.” Yoochun said. 

“You guys have to come. My father is expecting you guys to be there. He has already told your parents so don’t worry about it. And I don’t take no as an answer so see you guys this Saturday. Bye.” He smiles and walks off before I could say anything else. 

“I’m sorry.” I apologize to the three of them. “I’m not going to the party.” 

“Me too. There’s no way I’m going. I hate that guy. Shows off too much.”

“It’s alright. We’re already use to his attitude. You guys should go. I’m sure you fathers will make you go anyway. Don’t worry about us. I have to work this weekend anyways.” Yunho says with a smile and turns to Junsu and Changmin. 

“Yea, I have to work too. And I still have to study for our English test.” Junsu replies. 

“Su I can help you with your English.” Yoochun offers. (Just pretend they are speaking Korean right now). 

“That’s alright Chun. You shouldn’t make your dad angry.” Junsu smiles. 

“Jae hyung, Yoochun hyung, just go. I have to help umma in the restaurant too. But right now can we go to your house first Jae hyung? I want you special fried rice. Let’s go.” Changmin says with his hungry eyes. 

I smile and walk with Yunho and them.

 

*Jae’s House*

“Young master Jaejoong, welcome home. I see you’ve brought your friends. Welcome Young master Yoochun, Yunho, Junsu, and Changmin.” Mr. Lee greets us. 

“Hello Mr. Lee.” The four of them bows. 

“You guys can go to my room. I’m going to the kitchen to get us something to eat. And yes Changmin I remember.” Mr. Lee laughs. 

“Mr. Lee, you can go about your business. We know our way to Jae’s room.” Yunho says. 

The four of them walks up the stairs. 

“Young master Jaejoong, would you like any assistance in the kitchen?” 

“That’s alright Mr. Lee. I’ve got it.” 

“I should thank Young Master Yunho for coming along.” Mr. Lee winks.

“Mr. Lee, I don’t know what you are talking about.” I feel myself blushing.

“Haha, Young Master Jaejoong, ever since you’ve become good friend with Young master Yunho I see you’ve changed. I’m sure you know what I’m hinting at.” Mr. Lee laughs and walks off with his duties. 

I can’t help but smile and make my way to the kitchen. 

 

*Jae’s room* “Yunho’s POV*

“Changmin, don’t jump on Jae’s bed.” I said. “Be good like Yoochun and Junsu over there and start you homework.”

“But hyung, I need my rice first.” He whines. And runs off to touch Jae’s things. 

Yoochun and Junsu giggles.   

“Yah, Changmin. Be careful before you break Jae’s stuff.” Yoochun calls out. 

“Wow, Hyung has so much nice stuff. Yunho hyung, I see the box you made for Jae hyung is still on his table. Woah, he has so much jewelry inside.” 

“Min, get away from that box before Jae hyung cuts your hands off.” Junsu says and smiles at me. 

“Yea Min, you wouldn’t want Jae’s special gift broken.” Yoochun replies. 

“Yah, yah. Why are you guys smirking at me?” I can feel myself blushing. 

“Oh nothing Yunho hyung. Just admiring your hard work for Jae hyung’s birthday gift.” Changmin smiles. 

“I…I’m going to help Jae. You guys be good.” I walked out still hearing them giggle. 

Right as I open the door, Jaejoong walks in with a tray full of food and drinks. I took the tray from him. 

“Thanks Yun.” He says. 

“It’s nothing. I was going downstairs to see if you need any help.” I said 

“Food!!!” Changmin’s runs to me and I heard a lid slamming down. 

“Changmin!!! Why are you touching my jewelry box?” Jae yells. 

“Relax hyung. I didn’t take any of your jewels.” Changmin’s stuffs a spoonful of rice into his mouth. 

“Hyung’s not worried about the jewels. He’s worried about the box.” Junsu stuffs his mouth. While I heard Yoochun giggle. 

“…”   

I looked at Jae and our eyes met and he looks away.

 

*7:30 pm* 

“We need to go home and prepare dinner for omma. Come on Min.” I said as I got up. 

“Me too.” Junsu says as he is packing his stuff. 

“Su I can ask my driver to drop you off along the way.” Yoochun offers. 

“Thanks Chun, you’re the best.” Junsu smiles. 

“Yunho hyung, Minnie, I can drop you guys off too since you guys live near Su.” Yoochu says to me. 

“Thanks Chun.” I say to Yoochun. 

“Jae, we’re leaving now. Thanks. I’ll see you on Monday.” 

“Okay. Yunho, can I come visit you at work?” He suddenly asked. 

“You’re always welcome Jae, but you have to go to Shiwon’s party. I don’t want you to be late.” I reasoned. 

“The party’s not important.” He says. 

“Hyung!!! Yoochun’s driver is here.” I hear Changmin scream. 

“Um…Jae I have to go, and I’ll be glad if I get to see you.” 

“Then, I’ll definitely be there.” He says as he walks me to the door. 

“Bye Jae, goodnight.” I wanna kiss him goodnight but…I’ll just…aish~~~~ 

“Bye Yunho, I give you a call tonight.” He gives me the sweetest smile and I get into Chun’s car. 

*Yoochun’s car* *Yoochun;s POV* 

“Bye Yunho hyung, bye Min” I waved to them as they walked to their door. 

“Thanks Chun, I owe you lunch.” Yunho walks into his house. 

“Yoochun hyung!!!! Junsu hyung better be home in twenty minutes or else I’m calling the cops on you. Junsu hyung, do you still have the pepper spray I gave you? Oh, and thanks for the ride!!!!!” Changmin runs off. 

“Yah Jung Changmin!!!!” I yelled. And then I hear my favorite sound. Junsu’s laugh. 

“HEHE, Chun don’t be mad, you know he’s just kidding.” I see him staring at me. Gosh I can stare at him all day. I asked my driver, Mr. Choi to go to Junsu’s house next. 

“Su…” I started. 

“What is it Yoochun?” I can feel his head turn towards me. 

“Will you come to the party with me tomorrow? Please. I know my dad will make me and you know how I hate those parties. Please. I’ll be bored the whole time and I don’t want Shiwon’s sister hitting on me. With you there we can chat, drink, and I’ll bring you home early. Or if you want I can help you with your English test…..” I just kept rambling until he stopped me.

“ok ok, HEHE. Why are you so nervous? You only ramble when you are nervous. And are you sure Shiwon won’t mind?” He asked. 

“oh…” I’m only this nervous when it comes to you. I say in my head. “Oh no, I just really want you to come with me. And don’t worry about Shiwon. If he gives you any trouble we can always leave. I won’t leave you alone. Thank you so much Su. I owe you. What do you want in return…?” I started again.

“Chun, you sound nervous again. HEHE. Well, here’s my stop. Thanks for the ride Chun. Why don’t we meet at Yunho’s work place and then go? We can eat first.” He says before he gets out of the car. 

“Sure Su. I’ll see you there then. Goodnight. Let me walk you to your door.” I offered. 

“There’s no need for that Chun. You should head home before your parents starts to worry. Goodnight Chun. Thank you Mr. Choi for the ride. Have a safe ride home.” I see him walk inside the house. 

“Young Master Yoochun, have you thought about just asking Young Master Junsu on a date?” Mr. Choi smiles at me through the mirror and drives home. I feel a smile on my face and I know I’m blushing. 

“Mr. Choi how long have you known?” I asked shyly. 

“HAHA I believe it’s quite obvious from the stares you give Young Master Junsu all the time. And I believe he feels the same for you too.” He assures me with a nod and a smile.

 

*Jae’s room 10:00PM* *Jae’s POV* 

I put away my watch and bracelet inside my jewelry box. The jewelry box that is handmade by Yunho. I smile thinking about him. Thinking about the first time we met, the time he gave me the gift that I love, and the times that we are together.

 

Flashback #1*Jae’s POV*

“Hello, welcome to Rising Sun. What can I get for you?” Wow, he’s so handsome. I keep staring at him. 

“Jae!!” I felt Yoochun poking my arm. 

“Huh? Oh can I get the cheese omelet with toast and a glass of orange juice?” I ordered.

“And I would like an order of waffles please and also a glass of orange juice.” Yoochun ordered. 

“Please wait for a moment and I’ll be back with your order.” And then he left. 

“Jae, you were so drooling, aren’t you glad I made you eat breakfast?” Yoochun teased. 

“Shut up Chun.” I said as I look towards the direction the waiter left. In a few minutes he came back with our order.

“Here’s your food. Please enjoy.” He smiled. His smile is so genuine. 

“Hyung, can you stop day dreaming and eat? You don’t want to be late for the first day of school.” Yoochun said. Then I heard his voice again. 

“Min, hurry up or else we’ll be late. Junsu is waiting outside. Omma, we’re leaving. We’ll be back after school.” I see he’s wearing the same uniform as me. If I’m lucky I’ll see him in school.   

“Yunho hyung, can you chill out? We still got time. Let me grab a muffin.” I guess that’s his younger brother. 

“Okay, boys be good. Give omma a kiss. And please be safe. Yunho please look after Minnie.” His mom is so caring. So his name is Yunho.   

“Omma I’m not a little boy anymore” The younger one complained. 

The guy named Yunho looked my way as he prepared to leave. Chun and I also prepared to leave also as we left the money on the table. We were walking right behind them. Just as they got to the door, another head popped in. This boy’s face looks so much like a teddy bear, a very cute teddy bear.   

“Yunho hyung, the bus just left. I think we have to walk.” The boy complained.   

“Would you guys like a ride? Since we are all wearing the same uniform I believe we’re going to the same school.” I heard Yoochun cut in but he was staring at the boy near the door. I was shocked and they looked shocked too. I decided to speak up.

“Yea if you don’t mind. It’s the first day and I don’t think any of us want to be late.” I try to convince them so maybe I can talk to the guy again. 

“Hyung?” The two boys looked at Yunho

“Um…” he looked at his brother and friend. “I guess. Thank you guys very much. By the way I’m Yunho. This is my brother Changmin and this is our friend Junsu.” He introduced them. 

“Hi, I’m Jaejoong. This is Yoochun. I guess we’ll be classmates.” I smiled. “My driver is out front, let’s go before we all get detention.”

*flashback #1 ends*

 

*Flashback #2* Jae’s POV

“Young Master Jaejoong, your friend Yunho is here.” Mr. Lee announced at my door. I was lying in bed with a fever. 

“Hey Jae, how are you feeling? I bought you your homework…” I let out a groan and he giggled. 

“And I made you my “Yunho’s special chicken-cure-anything soup”.” He smiled at me. I couldn’t help but let out a laugh. I try to sit up but failed. Yunho even help me sit up straight. “Here, let me feed this to you. I guarantee you’ll be better by tomorrow.” He blows on the spoon and fed me the soup. I can’t help but keep looking at his gesture.   

“Thank You Yunho.”   

“What are friends for?” I get to see his beautiful smile again.

*Flashback #2 ends*

 

*Flashback #3* *Still Jae’s POV*

“Ahhh!!!” 

“Jae!! Oh my god! Are you okay? Where are you hurt?” Yunho runs over to me. 

“I scraped my knee.” I can feel the sting and saw the blood coming out.

“Get on my back and let me carry you to the house. We need to clean that.” He kneels down and I got on. “Jae I gotta tell my omma to stop feeding you. You’re too heavy.” He teased. “How is it that you never stepped on a bike before?” 

“Aish, don’t make fun of me. And I’m not too heavy. Your omma loves me. That’s why she always lets me try her new recipe. And I thought you said you wouldn’t let go?” I said as I put my arms around his neck. 

“Okay, okay. I’m sorry. I thought you got the hang of it.” He placed me on the sofa and went to get the first aid kit. He cleaned my wound with the alcohol and I winced in pain. “Ah” 

“Jae please bear with the pain for a second.” He blows on the wound trying to make it less painful. He carefully wraps the cut and looked up at me. 

“Jae… I’m sorry I let you go.” His face looked serious and hurt. 

“Just promise to hold onto to me next time and don’t let me go” I looked at his eyes. 

“I promise to hold onto you and never let you go.” He replied and I smiled at him.

*Flashback #3 ends*

 

*Flashback #4* *Jae’s POV* (sorry for all the flashbacks) 

“Bye Jae!!! Happy Birthday!!”I heard the guest as they left. 

“Happy Birthday Jae hyung.” I looked over at Yoochun, Junsu, and Changmin. 

“Hope you enjoyed yourself. Happy Birthday Jae” Yunho said to me. 

“Thank you guys for coming. I wish I could drive you guys home but I gotta help Mr. Lee clean up. I don’t want him to do everything.” I said 

“That’s alright Jae. We’ll be fine. I’ll treat to your next-day-after-birthday breakfast tomorrow. Goodnight.” Yunho said. He can always make me smile. 

“Goodnight Yunho.”   

“Hyung!!! You only care about Yunho hyung. No fair.” I hear Changmin whine. I laughed out loud. 

“Goodnight my lovely dongsaengs.” I waved. “Bye Yunho.” I waved at him as he left. 

“Young master Jaejoong, I have put all your presents in your room. Why don’t you go and open them.” Mr. Lee said. 

“Later, Mr. Lee. I’ll help clean up.” I offered 

“No no Young Master. Let me take care of it. I know you must be tired. Don’t worry about it. Today is your birthday, you must enjoy to the fullest.” He assures me. 

“Thank You Mr. Lee.” I said as I head to my room.

I see tons of presents piles up. I open any one of them. I find a rolex watch, a Gucci wallet, Armani clothing, Cartier jewelry, products from Paris, Milan, Tokyo, and everywhere else. And then a bad wrap gift box caught my eye. I read the card on the top. 

“Dear Jae, Happy Birthday. Don’t laugh at my wrapping skills. You know I’m bad at it. I really hope you like this. I made it myself. I know you love accessories and you have tons of them lying around your room so hope this will keep your stuff more organized. HAHA. You’re a great friend Jae. I’m glad I met you.   

Yunho ^__^” 

I unwrapped the gift and I see a beautiful hand carved wooden box. I smiled til my cheeks hurt knowing this is from Yunho. I put it on my dresser. I have something of Yunho in my room. My day just got better.

*Flashback ends* (Finally)

 

*Back to Jae’s room, still night time*

“ring ring ring” 

“Hello?” I picked up the phone. 

“I knew you were still awake. Jae you need to sleep or else you’ll have panda eyes at the party.” I hear Yunho’s voice. 

“HAHA. Then why are you calling me?” I asked him. 

“I know you too well. Instead of me waiting for you to call, I’ll call you first. I always need to remind you to sleep.” He bragged. 

“Thank you Yunho. I would look like a panda everyday if it weren’t for you. HAHAHA.” I laughed. “Yunho do you want to come with me to the party? Please?” I asked. 

“Um…Jae, I’m sure it’s going to be fun. Shiwon knows what you like. I’m sure he has all your favorites at the party. And Yoochun and Junsu will be there.” He answered. 

“But Yunho…please won’t you just come? It won’t be fun without you.” I begged. 

“Jae, Shiwon seems like a great guy. He’s handsome, smart, and your families are close. He’ll treat you well. You’ll have fun with him.” He keeps complimenting Shiwon. Doesn’t he realize my true feelings?   

“Ok…I try to enjoy myself.” I said quietly. “Yunho I don’t think I can go by the restaurant tomorrow. My dad wants to speak with me before I leave for the party.” I lied.   

“Alright Jae. You should rest now. Goodnight.” He said. 

“Goodnight Yunho.” I said as I hung up the phone. Why can’t you see that I love you. You…Jung Yunho? 

*The day of the party* *Yunho’s POV*

“Hyung, we’re leaving now. Thanks for the lunch.” Yoochun says as he prepares to leave with Junsu. “Are you sure you don’t wanna come along?” He asked. 

“I’m sure Yoochun. Say hi to Jae for me.” I waved to them. 

“Hyung…” I hear Changmin in the back. “Why don’t you tell Jae hyung? We all know how you feel about him. Why do you keep pushing him to that idiot Shiwon? (A/N: Shiwon is a great guy in real life, I love him. I repeat Shiwon is a great guy in real life). Why do you keep torturing yourself? Before you say anything, yes I heard your conversation with Jae hyung. You think because he’s rich he’ll need a rich partner to survive. Hyung, I ask you how long have we known Jae hyung? We know that he doesn’t care about material stuff. Never once has he made us feel uncomfortable about our different status. He knows how to work hard. He’s not spoiled like the rest of them. And Hyung, we all know you two love each other. Wait don’t interrupt. We all see the love stares you two give. Can you truly accept him with Shiwon? You really think he’ll be happy? And why are you still standing here listening to me?!!! Go already!!!!” He commanded. 

I ran out the door as fast as I can. “Thanks Min!!!!” I shouted. 

*Shiwon’s party* *Jae’s POV*

“Hyung, having fun?” I heard Yoochun asked. I turned around and I Yoochun smiling like crazy and I look over at Junsu and see that he’s blushing and…are his lips swollen? I looked at Yoochun. I gave him the it’s-about-time-you-told-him look. And then I see he give me the when-are-you-going-to-confess look. And he drags Junsu away. I wish Yunho was here.

“Hey Jae-babe. Want to dance?” I hear Shiwon’s annoying voice. And why does he have to call me Jae babe? I hate that. 

“No thanks, I’m not a very good dancer. Why don’t you ask Heechul? He loves to dance.” I declined. 

“Come on Jae babe. I’ll teach you how to dance. I’m a great instructor.” He winks at me.   

“No thank you.” I said as I walk away. Then he grabs my wrist. I try to get his hand off but he held it so tight. 

“Come on Jae babe. One dance with me and you’ll see that I’m much better that Yunho.” He whispers near me. I can feel my blood boiling. I grabbed the nearest drink and poured it on his suit. 

“AHH!! Why did you do that? This is a Valentino suit!!!!!!!” He looks so pissed off. Serves him right. I quickly walked to the exit before causing any more attention. Right as I got out the door I see Yunho running towards the house. All my anger faded as I see him coming near me.   

“Huh..huh..Hi Jae.” He was so out of breath. “I…” 

I run to put my arms around his neck. “I love you.”  

I said it. I finally said it.   

Then I felt him wrap his arms around my waist. I tighten my hug.   

“I love you Yunho. I always have. It was always you. And only you. I don’t want nobody but you.” I confessed still hanging onto him. 

“Jae…I love you too. I always have. I’m keeping my promise. I’m never letting you go. Ever again. I don’t care if you get tired of me always by your side. I’m holding onto you and nev…” 

I kissed him to stop him from talking any further. And he kissed me back. We’re both smiling into the kiss.  

And there we shared our first kiss as a couple.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
Man...writing is hard. I don't know how authors out there do it all the time. I have a new respect for them.
This is my first ever fic. So nervous.
Gotta thank Walin or known here on LJ as walinlove for her assistance.
Hope I don't make any mistakes in posting. My first post ever in my journal.

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